2008

I usually hate to write about myself in the sense that it always sounds like doom and gloom, but trust me when I say that I am only getting better as I mature. I still have to fight my demons usually on a daily basis, but I am more successful than ever before. Somedays I wake up feeling as if the world is my oyster, others I feel as though I have ate rotten shellfish, but all in all I am more hopeful about my future than a year ago. I take two steps forward and sometimes one step back, but never more than that. I still do not have the love that I have desired, but I'm confident that if I spend the next year working on myself that it will find me. The main point I've learned this year is that even when you feel that all your chips are down, there is always hope. Even if you're an agnostic like me, you still feel as though you are being guided by the unseen and even if they bump you in a couple walls you always fall back on the proverbial right path.